分分又合合...

你永远都说我不是真心爱你，
可你自己有没有摸着你的胸口，
问问自己是否是真心爱我？

你说我怕这个怕那个，
当着朋友的面前，勉强的嘲笑着你的愚昧，
仿佛是我的倔强，让我也跟着嘲笑你，
我的矛盾，使到我不敢跳出来挺你，捍卫你...

I wish to love you, but I realised that I can't love you...
Not because I'm playing with your love,
I'm always serious and I really Love You~~
Just because you can't trust me,
Love is Believe each other,
but between the word Believe there hide a word LIE...

I'm trusted you and that giving you chance to hurt me,
Everytime looking at my friends, their faces always show the smile of happiness...
But why can't I???
Love is so far from me,
Just because I'm just a ordinary girl...?

I'm not special and not famous...
Less friends and not good in interaction nor communication...
At least I tried my best to change myself from no one to some one...
Is okay... Me me Chan Pei Chee... Strong and tough girl...
I'll be fine always.... 
Just like everyday in the school... Always SMILE

伴随着12月的到来，
圣诞铃铛响起，雪花纷飞~
。。。。。。。

12月是我的生日，
期待今年的生日会有不同~
最不一样的是，
今年的生日，宝贝可以陪我过生日，
这个是老天爷赐给我最好的礼物了~

今年对我来说真的很特别，
好多好多曾经盼望好久的事情，
终于在今年里实现了~

感谢一直陪伴在我身边的朋友们，
我的家人， 我的男朋友~
可以拥有你们的爱， 我真幸福~

明年我17岁了，
也就是说我将会面对SPM了，
不管怎么样， 我是陈蓓琪，
一定不会让全部人失望的~
陈蓓琪，加油~

笨蛋、你知不知道

我很想你、每天都想、想到發瘋

笨蛋、你知不知道

我為什麼很少給你打電話

因為我希望鈴聲響的時候

看到的是你的號碼

笨蛋、你知不知道

我每次登FB的時候最希望的是什麼

我希望第一個找我聊天的人是你

笨蛋、你知不知道

當我點進個人主頁時

多想看到你的留言

笨蛋、你知不知道

每當我有疑問時

多想听到你親口解釋

而不是你無謂的逃避

笨蛋、你知不知道

我心情不好時

最需要的是你的安慰

哪怕只是一個問候

笨蛋、你知不知道

天冷時、我需要的不是你的外套

而是、你溫暖的懷抱

笨蛋、你知不知道

我會喜歡你喜歡的一切

只為了能和你多些話題聊

笨蛋、你知不知道

你心情不好時

我不會說太多安慰的話

但我會陪你一起歡喜、一起憂

笨蛋、你知不知道

我想哭、想靠時

想到的第一個人是你

笨蛋、你知不知道

我的腦子裡裝的全是你

笨蛋、你知不知道

我的喜怒哀樂全部由你來決定

笨蛋、你知不知道 … 知不知道?

You and I?

XXX,
do you know out of 10 days of holiday,
time had passed for 6 or maybe going to be 7 days?
Why i can't get any message of you?
Do you know that i'm so worry aboout you?

Some night when i can't sleep,
i always think about you...
The moment that we be together before we got to couple...
Where is my XXX? That always so care about me before?
Now i feel like you're so far away from me...

I did something wrong?
Or your heart had change?
I think you had forgot that what you promise with me before,
you promise that you won't leave me alone,
but you do always did that...
I can't show you an angry or sad face,
because you'll be the one who gonna tegur me or not layan me....

T^T Please...
I know you love your parents,
but at least let me know that how are you been there...
I know maybe you had forgot, but i always remember that,
you said before....
That You Will LOVE Me Forever